the world through my rose-tinted glasses...my world...

Disorientation

These 2 weeks feel like 2 months. I can't explain why, and i can't justify the feeling.

Seems like so much happened in such a short time. But when i think back, again, i can't account for the 'much'.

I'm the only one left in the office...blasting my music with the lights off. It's rather shiok although it may sound a lil melacholic.

During this period of time, I feel like i'm in a daze...I don't know what i want, where to go, what to do...

with regards to work:
1) Another dept from my old organization asked me to go back to join them, offering a significant increase in pay. (it's a job i asked to be transferred to before when i was still in FEO)

2) Singapore Police Force sent me a letter to turn up for an interview again.
(the job i've been longing for since i was a kid)

3) My current boss is treating me real nice.

4) Another boss in my parent company wants me to transfer over to be her PA.

ARGH... i'm lost!

Recreation:
1) to proceed on and upgrade my bike licence.

2) to take on the divemaster course.

3) to buy new equipment.

4) to settle back into leisure diving.

Personal:
...ok, nothing going on personally. But sometimes...i kinda miss G. Still meet up rather often...and he still accompanies me to buy shoes and clothes... But...it's just different. okay...overshare...moving on...

I admit, I've neglected quite a few of my friends. Haven't seen J, Wenz & Sham for the longest time. But they all work and stay so far! (coz Sham's always in boonlay now!) 1 in Sbwang, 1 in Simei, 1 in Boon Lay... And no one's gonna budge from their comfort zone. Damn...

I'd better start on the work i've stayed back to do...ciao!

posted by dorothy @ 8:49 PM